03/27/01

its been nice through out the bay this week and last. nice sunny days with a mild breeze. its days like these where i just feel like doing stupid shit. yes that's right, stupid shit. what's stupid shit? stupid shit is where you try to fry an egg on the sidewalk and guard it from ants. yea that's some pretty stupid shit. what else is stupid shit.. how about scratching your ass and sniffing it. well i dont really know if that's stupid its more on the gross side. and no i am not going to scratch my ass and sniff it.

so any ways i was thinking about what i wanted to be when i grow up. you know.. my major. high school is almost over and spring break is comming close. i cant wait for both. i was thinking something with computers. but i heard you need math. and my math isn't really all that great. ever since my 8th grade teacher screwed me over.. i just gave up on math. it just suddenly became 'not in' for me or something. its horrible. so i was thinking about something to do with music. and sounds. maybe a composer. i'll write my own tracks and put them out on white label records. yea that'd be awesome. ehh.. too bad its a dream. for now.

i noticed im not in shape any more. im still "skinny" and all but i need to start exercising some more. i feel as if my body wasn't as strong as it was before. like in the middle school days. im suppose to be at peak condition at my age (18). im getting lazy. i started off by taking walks daily. power walks as the older people would say. about 2 mile walks every day. i'll extend that to about a mile more every month. think im just procrastinating for now, but really.. i have been walking about 2 miles a day now. that's good. very good. 

well so i guess its a decision. im going to senior prom. but not my school. some other schools prom for this girl (ofcourse). Hi Karen! hehe i never thought this day would come. me actually saying yes to go to a prom. i orignally wasn't even thinking about going to mine. i hope its going be fun.. and if not.. screw that im making it fun! har har har.

ever since i started wearing glasses.. i've been relying on em. its a bad thing. since i have to wear my glasses or else my eyes start to hurt. i think i might settle for some contacts. and if i do i want those weird ass ones with the logos or colors. yea those freaks at the raves have glowing white eyes that freak me out man. 

freshmen's at my school are dorks. i now know why the old seniors always said "eww.. a freshmen to me" or something like that. i now know.. freshmen's are fat dorks that act dumb. i never thought i was that bad when i was a freshmen. but i look at them now. they're so obnoxious. its terrible. all the wannabe ghetto mafia fobs with the afro picked black kids. hah what culture and diversity we have.

so lately i've been on counter strike addiction now. ever since the upgrade to the game its just been more fun to me. since the awm/awp doesn't kill in one hit its a lot more fair. dont get lost if your a player you know what sup. but yea gaming has never been this fun. im hooked on the damn game. i've become a straight up geekazoid. computer dork extravaganza. im online more than ever chatting with strangers again. has the AOL days come to revive me once again?
 

previous update was 03/14/01
 

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