these thoughts are old. i might not even think the same about some of these thoughts, but oh well. i wrote these when i was a young bopper like you. okay maybe your not a bopper, and yea, i admit i was never a bopper my self. so read on and if this offends you in any way, im sorry, this is just what i think (ya sensitive prick). i am just expressing my feelings over a few topics, so read on and give me some feedback if you want.

 

Topic:..:	My thoughts:::
Girls with too much makeup....	1999- like whoa.. it's nasty. that's all i have to say. it looks like their face is like falling apart. what are they hiding? some pimple or some fat wart? its like a wade of white powder. some times i think they're cheap and just put on baking soda. well anyways, these girls need to go and wash their faces. i see really cute, or fine girls, out there just putting it on for a reason i cant explain. is it a trend? one time i saw a chunk of it fall of a girls face... she started panicking and ran to the bathroom in a split second.  i was like, " Home girl is trippin." she wasn't even that pretty either. now lets get into the lipstick. i hate it when girls put on brown lipstick, or some sort of shit shade. its nasty. actually i think lipstick isn't that great either. all i see in class are girls with their little pocket mirrors and the little brush fixing those little itsy bitsy spots that they miss. no offense girls, but your still in high school!. you just put it on and then it comes off after eating some food or just talking a little! man no wonder those makeup companies are making mad bank off you girls, too much i say. so please. just go along with life with out the HEAVY makeup. 8/1/99 "don't read beauty magazines, they ONLY make you feel ugly." 4/13/2000 well its been about half a year now and i still think the same about make-up. i understand most girls just love to wear it. its okay. i have no problem with it. but seriously.. dont O.D on that stuff now. its nasty when your face just looks like a pile of dirt. anyways, the reason why i wanted to write in here again was because i thought about it, and most girls probably hate me now for talking so much smack about their beauty stuff. well im sorry. hehe yea right. i still think that shit shade lipstick makes any giddy girl look hoe'ish. 5/21/2001 its been over a year and i'm back for more stuff to write about. okay so i take back the rash comments on the lipsticks and the makeup.  they really do use makeup to hide some fat wart. its true! why else. and lipstick.. its like chap stick, but the girls version that is. i refer as it to the chap stick in rainbow colors. it's made out of whale fat.. that's gross man.. its like kissing a whale for a couple of hours, and re-applying it. okay i guess im all negative about it again. 1/18/2002 im in college now, and not too many girls even have time to apply their makeup. its so different from high school. its true, life really starts here. wait wasn't this the makeup shit talking section i had going? right.. makeup is really expensive. not that i buy any that is, but holy shit i should start selling bootlegged makeup! i'd be rich and make 600% profit for each stick of lipstick i sell! think about it, my own company, manufacturing cheap makeup that looks "fresh". yea, i think im going to major in business! success i say!
Fobs....	1999- Fobs. Fine Oriental Boys/ Fresh Of the Boat / what ever the rest is. to me it's just a asian guy that slacks off too much with their sandals, walking around with a wife beater,  acting tuff with their 10 homeboys behind them, trying to mob some little white kid for their clothes or gameboy. those guys  claim this and that and name their click this or that. i mean some of you guys are cool with me and all, but please! you all need to  stop causing so much trouble and drama. asian hate on asian hate is no good. gangs here and there at night being rowdy is fun for now, but since you've already dropped out of school, its not going be fun when you guys don't have a high school diploma, working at taco bell or jack in the box for a living. go to school. treat others the way you want to be treated. get some shoes. stop causing trouble.. please? i mean there's no point. your going to understand sooner or later in the future that you've wasted your life just playing and kicking it at the shoot out area. drinking. getting high. sure its fun. but you'll regret it...... also i've seen plenty of FOB WANNABE's out there. they think they are the shit with some "long bangs". i don't give a shit how long your hair is, so what if your damn bangs reach to the floor. i don't care what the hell color it is. it could be white gold, purple, green. that doesn't mean your a hard ass or a tough mother's cupcake. you don't have any back up, walking around pushing little kids around. i'd knock your ass. go get a life. 4/13/2000- what's the point of acting bad? i mean.. if your bad.. then your bad.. so you shot someone.. okay your bad, but if your some dude who goes around with a wife beater, acting all hard pushing little kids around, that's just stupid. i swear.. some people in my school piss me off the way they act now. they think this person has my back.. or "oh he's my cousin, he'll back me up." that's a bunch of bullshit. anyways i came back here to write about the sandal part. i do enjoy walking out to places with my sandals bare footed. its quite fantastic, but i still dont wear beaters. im not in that "different" world as kevin h. would say.  sure, it changes a person around huh? whatever y0. 5/21/2001 i laugh at fobs. i see them all over the place in my school now. i am currently a high school graduate, and when i look at all these small scrawny little boys, smoking and wearing a wife beater, and nothing but a wife beater in a foggy windy dark day, i seriously want to just walk up to them and laugh at them. wait i already did that.. 1/18/2002 i still don't understand the ultra baggy pants and then the complete stop at the bottom with the rubber bands. what is up with that? the smarter ones use needles. well, to get back on fobs, i must change everything and say that they aren't really labeled as fobs to everyone, instead, they are rebel asian thugs who want to look bad like how james dean did. how ironic, i guess a lot of asian kids wants to die young and live free, smoke cigarettes and go home, just go get yelled at by their parents, then to just come right back out and tell their friends how cool they are because they just dont give a shit about anyone but their n*gg'as. opps! i said a bad word! oy. how sad.. all i know is that "goo wak jai's" or the young and dangerous in english, has inspired a lot of these young teens to be bad ass. well, truthfully, you aren't bad asss until your Samuel l jackson. now HE, is the bad ass.
Clothing  Brands....	1999- okay. there is clothes out there. there's also many brands. Tommy, Nautica, Polo, Gucci, Urban, A/x, BeBe, you know the list just keeps on going. well my point is they're not worth it. a normal T-shirt  that has the word " BeBe " written across it is like what? $50? that's mad insane. i mean your buying the clothes not for the quality... but for the name. so its says Polo and *wammo!* its like automatically worth a lot more. hell, why don't you just be ghetto and use a marker and draw the little guy riding his horse on a T-shirt. hahaha NO I DON'T DO THAT haha but i'd be surprised if i see that anytime soon. well i wear some of the name brand stuff too, but i buy it when its on sale usually. clothes aren't worth what they cost sometimes. think about what you buy. also wonder about where its made because little kids are making your clothing. *8/1/99- if i made a article of clothing called BoBo (impostor BeBe).. would YOU sport it?.... 4/13/2000- i hate abercrombie and bitch. they can suck my toe. period. anyways i'm going to reflect upon this topic. i notice that clothes are getting cheaper now. at least in my price range. ( im very cheap when it comes to buying new clothes.. dont ask i just dont like shopping. period ) old navy has plenty of cheap shit. so does aeropostale or however you spell it. millers outpost and structure have huge sales at times. hmm, sounds like i've been in stonestown too much. crappers that's the place i'd hate to be in too. 5/21/2001 i love buying clothes when its on sale! its not defective and its the exact same thing you wanted 2 months ago! only thing is, its like 40%  off! and i didn't have to tell my friend to give me a discount! so that's 40% on top of a 35% discount. its virtually free!! i love america! 1/18/2002 a dollar in america is equivalent to about 10 hours of hard work in chinese sweatshop. a fricking dollar! how horrible! i think i need to treat myself out and go shopping for some new sweaters. its been really cold lately, and even my big puffy jackets aren't cutting it. i went into old navy around the end of december, and you won't believe how many got damn people are in there! that is why i hate shopping so much, the lines are long and the people tend to smell funny. hehe but with the right friends.. yea.. the "player price" comes in effect! muahaha i only paid $25 for about $400 in merchandise! once again, i love america! (i was born here okay, im not a FOP, fresh off the plane). everyone is going for the "urban" look now a these days. what the hell is that?! i think it involves rambo like pants and ripped up shirts with holes in them. and on the side note, my girl made her own line of clothing! it has the "BoBo" branded on just like BeBe! she wears it out a lot. so thats cool! rock on girl! love you hunni!
Acting Airheads....	1999- for some reason some people are born dumb. why? how would i know, but some are born normal. but for some reason, they like to act stupid and air headed. what is an air head? well, it's pretty much someone who doesn't have the right sense in common sense. i don't see what's so cool about being dumb, walking around with your "itty witty voice" im talking about girls, not guys if your lost. i don't think guys act air headed, and if you do... damn you got some problems. now back to the air heads. i know a few air heads. they're stupid. at least they act that way. i remember some girl asks me to walk her to class. " okay " i say. so we go,. and we are at the 3rd floor of my school. she goes, "hey this isn't the bungalows!! where are we?? aHHh im lost!!". oh my goodness gracious how are you going to end up on the 3rd floor when your class is alllll the way in the bungalows outside of the building. are we going to go up there, spot the bungalow and jump for it?! i hope not because you could fly off the 3rd floor to class yourself. act smart. be smart. there is no point on being dumb. if you think its cute acting dumb. then i guess you are dumb. and stop faking that voice. i call them on the phone and they say "Hello" as deep as a guy and then in school their voice is high pitched like a bird. 4/13/2000- same ol' same ol'. if you wanna act like a kid and be stupid. then you are pretty damn stupid. 5/21/2001 i haven't met any new ones. sorry cant write in here till probably next year.  . 1/18/2002 i passed by high school to visit some of my old time favorite teachers. the ones that memorize my name by heart because of the mean things i've done to them in class, but yea anyways, these so called air headed girls just keep on getting more and more smaller. they are still acting dumb (or are they?) and whining in the hallways to the more thuggish looking guys about their problems, mostly about how ugly their hair is today. i think air heads only exist in high school. i haven't seen any lately around college.
Cars with so many stickers and so little speed....	1999- you know what im talking bout. a car with all them stickers on it. "HKS", "GREDDY", "NOS" all of them. yea like you stick it on and that makes you a racer.  . this guy has like a HKS sticker on his old ass '76 buick.   now that makes NO sense at all. then there's people with nice kits, dope paint jobs and *wammo!* they think their cars ready to race. with an exhaust, headers, intake and maybe a strut bar front and back. so you got an extra 30 HP and a little more hang. oh that's really gonna make your Tercel dust a stock 5.o. "all show no go!" 4/13/2000- currently. i dont give a shit about cars anymore. it just seems like there's so much competition out there now. i just think its a waste of money. im just gonna stick with a car that will last me over 5 years. and im cool. really. screw the rice rocket concept. the more stuff you put in the more gas you'll guzzle and the more problems you'll soon pick up. and hey, gas is a really fat bitch now. really. man my friend johnny.. he had this CRX right.. shit was blowing up here and there. that baby's been set on fire plenty of times i heard. msd ignition blew... struts broke.. all this shit was falling apart in his daily driven 13sec crx. o yes i have a dream car now! its pretty affordable.. S2000 baybee!!! 5/21/2001 all my friends seem to keep on getting all these LS turbo hatchbacks and crx's and del sols every where. now im jealous. you know what's up when you see a AEROSTAR van with a "NOS" sticker and a " Powered by HKS" sticker on it. that's what i call a true sleeper.. 1/18/2002 me and my friends keep on joking around about how stupid little gadgets give you an additional +5hp. one accord totaled itself out to about +55hp in just extra lights, blue bulbs, stickers, clear corners, air freshness, lighted water spraying nozzles, type r stickers, and what not. it's actually pretty fun and a great laugh at times! look for your local rice rocket and start adding those extra horsepower's up! "hey look! he has a shopping cart wing! that's a whopping +50hp!!" currently, i drive a 1990 corrado g60. i've repaired it so many frickin times. every damn month, a new problem appears. i've spent over $2500 fixing it and now my car doesn't even run anymore! and i just put in a new supercharger! how splendid.. f*cking veedubs. i should have stuck with a honda like the rest of my friends.
Wrong cars to fix up....	1999- okay this is gonna be quick..... first of all, you need a car that's light, or fast, or has a motor that's 180+ horse stocked to race. your not gonna go buy a used dinky Tercel and add NOS. your gonna be racing, looking like some sort of dumbass. and then there's the Maxima's. those things are too damn heavy. i say Honda's are the way to go. except for the accord. that's more of a family car. my point is, dont go around racing with a shit car. and if you don't know what a shit car is then don't race at all. and for the people that don't even drive straight, forget bout driving and get your bus pass. your a menace to society on the fast lane. 4/13/2000- like i said. i dont give a rats ass about cars anymore. i think getting boom is another topic now.... oh, btw, maxima's be packing heat! i am terribly sorry for making fun of the maxima's! those cars have potential. 5/21/2001 i saw this one white corolla. 1998. it had a touring style front to it. my friends tell me it was off a civic and he "custom" fit it, and he slapped on some "universal side skirts" i never knew they made those things! i must give this man props. more props then the nos'd out baby blue tercel, fully stripped with a full body roll cage installed. yes these are actual cars im talking about. i kid you not. 1/18/2002 the movie, Fast and The Furious, has really inspired a lot of people in my city to become racers. too bad everyone's trying to race with their grandmothers cars. we, in the s.f, are the Slow and the Curious.
Dreams....	1999- i always wondered where they're from. i used to think they were like, real too or something. i remember i had one where i had an afro an was dressed like a pimp walking down the street, and that was it. that was my dream. how strange. i have these Deja vu dreams or however its spelled. those are cool. i see what's going to happen, but i cant remember the event until it already happens..... its like esp, ooh im a psychic. i haven't had a nightmare or bad dream in a long while, all my dreams are usually good and nice. weird too, well if you know where these dreams come from, tell me because i don't know. don't give me some stupid shit either. don't tell me dreams come from the fumes around your boogers that you sniff. check out my friend Onion. he has some funktified dreams. really awesome, you could find him in my links section..... 4/13/2000- i haven't been getting any dreams lately. my dream journal is like.. empty.. shit. what's wrong with me. i think my brain isn't functioning correctly anymore. i want my dreams back. i use to have these cool ones too, where you can control what your doing and everything is like interactive. sort of like a video game,  just with out the guns and stuff blowing up. 5/21/2001 i've been having weird ones lately. i dont want to discuss them because you may finally realize that im a freak. 1/18/2002 dreams "B" bad ass! the stage right before REM is usually the best.
TOOOO much asian pride....	1999- once in awhile i go to a home page of someone, or anyone i bump into and sometimes the case is, lots of this "ASIAN PRIDE WORLD WIDE" or "aSiAn DoMiNaTiOn". i mean its okay to have your pride, but don't go around posting like, 20 different banners. first of all its awful. your page is just promoting asian pride. if you got it, good. keep it in you. second of all its LONG to load. i hate waiting for a page to load. take those damn banners off. i say, just keep like one or two. its annoying seeing the same banner over and over and over again too. make your own if your gonna show your asian pride. i mean don't get me wrong, i have asian pride in me too (well okay not too much) but i know people who take it too far over the edge. they go to class and tag asian pride on the chalk board. and then there's people just yelling it out. it sort  of makes me feel bad. makes the other ethnicity's wonder about us. how we show it off like that. its pointless. your just gonna get your ass kicked by some other guys for doing something stupid. making asians look separated from others. well im slowly changing the subject... well, people should chill with the asian pride stuff. *8/1/99- i don't really see any other ethnicity's yelling out their pride. ex.: "african pride mon!" or " Russian Pride Comrades". you just don't see that around. 4/13/2000- yea really i still think im right with this shit. damn rowdy kids throwing up your damn signs in the air. go home. 5/21/2001 they even have asian pride songs now. they've gone too far... 1/18/2002 they even have full asian pride albums! mostly vietnamese rapping too! aiya the asian pride world wide does not end.
Colors are just colors....	1999- i go to school. i see that a lot of people like to match colors. its all good. so do i. but i don't think they really have to match every single accessory on them. i mean,  who looks at the shoe lace? or even better yet, your socks. its ludicrous. there is nothing wrong with it. it looks nice! but its a waste of money. shoelace's aren't worth $3.99+ tax. for every fit that you have. 4/13/2000- jyup. this color scheme thing is going overboard. i even see the matching backpacks now. talking about going to school and impressing your teachers. man i'd save my money for something else. really. if only some people would know how life was like for me. money wise. i've been working since i was 13 making hard earned cash. i never asked for money from my parents. i was quite deprived also.. i still am working.. shit it aint gonna stop till i retire too. 5/21/2001 the boppers.. please.. make it end.. 1/18/2002 i like green, khaki like brown and simple colors like blue, black and grey. those are my clothing colors, anything else, must be special. i tend to mix them all without worrying what people may say to me. its okay, its not like they're going to say it in front of my face.
This Jonny Angel character....	1999- okay. lets see. this guy is VERY talented in his art. its good. nice, clean, smooth. quite professional. but i really cant see why people want to take his art and just post it on their web page. if you want a cute little drawing of a guy with a girl, crying over each other or holding hands, try drawing it yourself! i, myself draw my own art. its not the best out there and its not better than Jonny's, but hell i sure like it better than taking work i didn't do. give it a try. it'll feel good to show off what you can do, instead of what others can do..... *8/1/99- do ALL the asian girls love his art? no serious someone toss me a frikkin bone. 4/13/2000- no comment. now i dont see that many girls printing out his art and posting it on they're binders at least. now they post up MY art on they're binders. puahah. no j/K its the little doodles i do in class that people take from me and just stick in  they're binders. shit who wants art from a crummy artist from me. and also i'd like to say i cant copy work. its hard to trace for me too. i like to draw my own stuff.. the sick and twisted stuff.... 5/21/2001 hey no one in school D/L's his stuff anymore. what's going on? did i really mess him up that bad? did i really inspire the many thousand boppers out there to try something new? or did he just die? or maybe he just turned homo-sexual and started drawing gay porn comics. we'll all never know... 1/18/2002 heh i think he is a perv in real life. there was this one picture of him with about 10 glow sticks attached to his body. it was hilarious! he must have been trying to promote his web page at a rave or something. he was also in this room 112 or something online where he tried to meet "young and tender" girls online that loved his artwork. it was posted up @ fobx.com somewhere. check it ot in my links section.
Tastes in Music	1/18/2002 everyone listens to music. without music, to me that is, it would be like missing something in my life. music is such a fascinating thing that was invented. and now, i get to re-invent myself by making remixes of tracks on vinyl. ever heard of u2 tracks with down tempo break beats? yea, it is pretty bad ass. music is so re-invented from before and now. rap is really big. the hip hop scene is definitely rising in popularity. i dont know, i dont like to listen to hip hop and rap. underground stuff is cool at times, but i just dont pay too much attention to the lyrics. im more of a "beats" kind of guy. my cousin in LA introduced me to spinning jungle/drum&bass, and it was THE SHIT! he is a britney spears fanatic and he is 28. he did the impossible also, i never knew anyone spun britneys slow tracks. no one can really diss anyone in their taste in music. some people like slow songs, some like classic, some hip hop and even country. everyone re-invents themselves as they grow older and most likely will phase out of whatever they are into now and move on to more contemporary styles of music.
WTH Happened to McDonald's Burgers?	1/18/02 i remember when i was a little kid in elementary school, always going to mcdonald's to buy their famous big macs. their hamburgers and cheeseburgers were good too. this was way back in my chinatown days back at commodore stockton, now changed to some other shitty name. i used to think those things were big, well, i mean, its called the big mac for a reason. but now, the big mac looks more like a small mac to me. has mcdonald's found a new way to make more money? is this a new scam? are they depriving me from eating bigger big macs? or are my hands just really big now? and it seems like ronald mcdonald's never looks too old. its some what scary, now that i think about it.... to think that, a clown that promoted hamburgers! you never what he put in those mystery meat patties! i bitch a lot dont i?