shuddup shtoopid.
updates so far.... 

6/13/00-Pix- all the ones with * on em'
              Rave- Spring Fever 2000 pics and report


5/08/00-Pix-Yuumi and Anita C.
                      Kevin "Savage" H.


5/02/00-Pix-Lunch Time Crew
                       Yuumi Punch!!


4/16/00-Pix-Group pix added

4/13/00-Thoughts-extra thoughts

4/10/00-Pix-Rob's pix updated
          Rave- added in pic of Frank, Barb and me 


3/28/00-Rave (pix) - Popsikle

3/14/00-Comics-Spread Art (section re-vamping)

3/06/00-Pix-Kevin H, Rosalynn, Brad, Kim, Brian C.
               Pix-Micholette added in S.S.


2/14/00-Pix-Meatball in a Tigger suit. personal fav.!

2/06/2000-Pix- [wanna rave] mini section added

12/27/99-Pix-JYS (Junk Yard Speed) Crew

12/07/99-Pix-Rob D. (my bro!!)
               Secret Journal Updated...

10/27/99-Pix-Jackie F and Meatball head!
also Meatball head at the beach sick! =(

10/25/99-here's some pic i drew of me chewin 
on my glowstick. yea this was pretty much what 

it really looked like.

click here for the drawing!











hmm. it seems like i haven't come back here to update for the longest time. i wonder why. i dont really know myself. i guess i've been tired. so much stuff going on. so little time. my mind is currently in shambles.

why do people like to mingle with other peoples heads. i think its cruel and harsh on the heart and soul.

random thoughts float in my head like that fly in your ice cube floating in your drink.

i yaked on july 4th. i cant believe it. i yaked. i guess there's always a first for everything eh?

san francisco sucks. its so small to me now. it seems like everyone knows everyone in town. and they say Reno's the biggest little city. i think its the littlest littlest place.

so they finally closed down maritime hall raves. all due to metropolis. where that 13 year girl O.D'ed on many many types of drugs. (dumbass) and other critical condition patients who flipped their minds out. (dumbass) great. its okay i guess. i was planning to stop anyways.. i dont have to worry about that anymore. homebase seems like its taking forever to open back up. i dont even want to bother waiting anymore. i guess FTP will do me well enough.

i wanna see scary movie. i saw x-men. i thought it was okay. something worth watching. patriot is also on my list.

i've been mixing alot lately. and i have improved my skills indeed. i think im gonna grab some records and spin thursday nights at a cafe near you. get ready for some mad trance sets. *wiKKa WiKKa*

*i'll show you all. all you big potatoe who see me as little potatoe.. you shall ALL see

and jeees im sorry i said you weren't in fight club.. (your profile fool!) if you can prove yourself next time.. i will let you back in. o yea next time i come over.. i'll spin some of josh's hardhouse and you can rate me. i think the cuts are fairly simple on hardhouse. 

 2 jeees "lets underground to a go"  "and girl a get" haha 
 *inside thing*

i need some new shoes. i dont know.. but i have a grudge against shoe brands like nike. i like to be different. thanks to noele... i now sport skater shoes. im lovin my DC's.


everyone's being a bitch lately. it sucks. everyone just bitches and complains about this and that. like .. shit what the hell am i suppose to do about it. if your gonna bitch and complain.. daddy and mommy are right there to listen to your whinny ass.

i seem hostile today. actually i've been hostile in Diablo 2 baybee. wrecking ass in a server near you!

summer school is about to end soon. shit. about time. now i have to go to work even more. well more money for me. i guess. an average of $240 a week. that's good enough. im only working 3 days. or like.. 24 hours. yippee. i need a raise. damn backbreaking work.

my boss is a gross old man who sexual harassed many of the girl employee's i have brought in. all have quit so far. i dont think im gonna recruit any more of my friends. damn old stinky bastard. giving me a bad name now.

so life goes on with nothing new happening. i want changes. but non are occuring. who wants to change my life. go out with me and i promise you wont regret it. i mean.. not go out GO OUT with me but... like kick it and shiznits. 

okay that was a sad attempt at getting a chick online to give me a e-mail.

i noticed.. i've been sleeping everyday when i get home from school.. wake up at dinner time or later... eat something.. and then fall back asleep to find my self awakening to what was tommorow. i think that's an extremely bad habit. i need to enjoy my days and nights like how i used to.

well. its been awhile since i've updated.. i've been listening to BT's new album.. i've had it for quite sometime.. but never sat down and listened to it.. i got it before it even came out in stores. bootlegs yes yes. its pretty.. different from all the other songs i've heard from him. the only tracks i think i heard from him was godspeed, flaming june and mercury and solace. the trancy stuff. now he has some alternative stuff in this one.. some break beats.. some.. industrial crap i guess.. and even a hip hopish track. overall i like a few tracks.. i put tracks.. 4,6,7,8,9,11 on memory. those are my groovin favorites. especially 6 and 8.

"i am jacks flaming rage"
"why dont you call me anymore?"
"why do we do such foolish things?"
"what do you think of me?"
"what do you think of her?"

these are the questions that have been buggin me for the past week or two. these things are floating through my head. constantly. i think im going in delerium.. slowly. but for now. i think i just have deja vu. have a nice day.


previous update was 06/13/00

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